Hello! My name is Ayari; a Muslim man in his early 20s, who either overthinks a lot or doesn't think at all.

I'm fluent in Arabic, English, and French. I'm an ultra-introverted and socially avoidant person, often annoyed by most people. I'm also a proud owner of a bootleg Koishi fumo.

I might have too many hobbies to the point they clash with everything, but for the most part, I like writing, reading, drawing, cooking, playing video games, biking, and programming (or shell scripting). Despite of that, I still feel a constant sense of dissatisfaction and unfulfillment due to the lack of time and motivation. Nevertheless, here's some of my most favorite things:

Other than that, I like kindness, comfy clothes, the warmth of the fireplace in winter, the indigo that appears right after sunset, the fog over the mountains, snowy post-apocalyptic/dystopian imagery, and sleeping.

I dislike cruelty, hot/humid days, driving, arachnids, jumpscares, being the center of attention, dealing with anxiety and depression, and anything remotely related to normalfaggotry and the current world order (such as productivity, consumerism, capitalist competition, "AI," Hollywood, social media, smartphones, the cloud, DRM, bloatware, and proprietary technology). I also avoid politics like the plague because I loathe everything about it.

I suffer from retarded issues such as a bad short-term memory, dyslexia, oral expression difficulty, social anxiety, a heart condition, and severe forms of cynicism and paranoia towards everything. I usually tend to overshare about my problems and yet barely anyone knows anything about me.

That's about everything I have to say about myself. Thank you so very much for dropping by! <3

Contacts ~

I would really appreciate any form of social interaction, so please don't feel shy to contact me. I'd love to hear from you. Please be nice (and patient)!

Please use PGP/OMEMO encryption for email/XMPP communication, respectively (and attach your PGP public key as well, so I can reply). By reaching out to me, you acknowledge the following terms and conditions:

1. I don't engage with indecent and rude people.
2. I especially don't engage with nationalists.
3. I reply either in English or in Arabic (and, although able, will actively refuse to speak French).
4. I accept plain text emails only (and will retaliate against HTML emails or top-posting with malware attachments).
5. Learn some proper internet etiquette before asking questions!
6. Please redirect all forms of spam and puritan complaints over to /dev/null (or get blacklisted, otherwise).
7. Death threats should be delivered directly to my physical residence (of which I'm never going to disclose).

I always try to limit my online presence, so if you "find me" on any platform other than those listed below, kindly assume it's not me:

My SSH key (laptop.pub) is hosted on this website too, shall you ever need it for any reason.